Everyone has that time in their life where they think.. “are they going to hurt me again?” and that’s how I feel right now… But I’m not feeling it for me.. I’m feeling it for you…. I could care less about myself.. I just don’t want you to get hurt again..
She said she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said "drink up." She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said "My name is: Alone".
There was a story that everyone thought would have a happy ending.. People had seen this story crash and burn with bad endings multiple times. There were always different characters.. Except for one. This one person was in all of the stories. And is now believing that they are the cause. But everyone else thought this time would be different. Even him. This time the story started great. Better than any of the others. But eventually.. Things started to change. The second character started acting strange. After a while, there was barely a trace of her former self. Needless to say, things happened.. But.. He couldn’t admit it to himself. He had to believe what he had known before. So he did. Another day passed with him so nervous and scared that he couldn’t do anything but one.. So he locked himself away and tried. And to this day, he tries. He vowed to himself that he would not give up. Everyone thought this story would be different from all the others.
Once upon a time there was a story.. strikingly similar to all the rest…… But only time will tell how it truly ends.
Shit.. She said she needs to be alone, but.. I really feel like I need to be there for her. :/ I just hope she knows that she can text me if she wants to… :/ and I hope she does.. I really want to try to help. :/
Destinee, when I say I Love You I mean SO much more than that. I mean, I would LOVE to be with you forever. I mean you make me happy, I would do anything for you, I would DIE for you.. I mean I want you to always be happy, I would do anything to MAKE you happy.. It means that you mean everything to me and I never want to lose you. When I tell you I Love You I mean every syllable. Even the ones that aren’t audible. The ones you can hear.. and the ones you can feel. [: Destinee, I Love You. [: